I am so glad that I don't have to do this anymore. There's a reason & a point to living like a human is meant to live, a reason to. The relief of knowing that I don't have to have an eating disorder anymore, knowing that I now know something better, is unlike any amount of weight loss could give me. It's not over, but it's not a romantic disorder to me anymore.
I'm looking at your posts, and knowing that I don't have to do that, that doesn't have to be me.
it kills me every time i see a beautiful young woman suffering from this sort of thing.....
it is even worse when i hear those who are insensitive to it...
people suffering from this need a lot of support and encouragement, from both community at large, and from family and friends....
even though there are those we meet everyday in passing... just know... there are those out there who do care... even if they are too shy to say it....
These pics bring me to tears. I remember looking in the mirror and "targeting the fatty areas of my body" in my exercise sessions. Since I was eating I did not think I had a problem. It started so innocent. I love your website it helps me to maintain a healthy outlook and reminds me of the deadly outcome should I choose to return...
i really feel sick. my whole body is a headache, i see these pictures, and can realize that i look worse, but i want to keep going, because i feel so... unworthy of feeling good, or
This brings back a lot- I know I used to look like this but still thought I was fat. Wow. Body image dis-morphia does things to ya.
ReplyDeleteLovely to hear from you, Kourtney.
ReplyDeleteI hope things are going better for you. It's hard, but you're a strong, determined young woman. You can beat this.
I wish you health and happiness in 2010, hon.
Love,
Medusa
I am so glad that I don't have to do this anymore. There's a reason & a point to living like a human is meant to live, a reason to.
ReplyDeleteThe relief of knowing that I don't have to have an eating disorder anymore, knowing that I now know something better, is unlike any amount of weight loss could give me.
It's not over, but it's not a romantic disorder to me anymore.
I'm looking at your posts, and knowing that I don't have to do that, that doesn't have to be me.
Sorry, but THIS PICS ARE DISGUSTING!!!!!!!!!
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That's the point
it kills me every time i see a beautiful young woman suffering from this sort of thing.....
ReplyDeleteit is even worse when i hear those who are insensitive to it...
people suffering from this need a lot of support and encouragement, from both community at large, and from family and friends....
even though there are those we meet everyday in passing... just know... there are those out there who do care... even if they are too shy to say it....
These pics bring me to tears. I remember looking in the mirror and "targeting the fatty areas of my body" in my exercise sessions. Since I was eating I did not think I had a problem. It started so innocent. I love your website it helps me to maintain a healthy outlook and reminds me of the deadly outcome should I choose to return...
ReplyDeletei really feel sick. my whole body is a headache, i see these pictures, and can realize that i look worse, but i want to keep going, because i feel so... unworthy of feeling good, or
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