Thursday, June 12, 2008

HELLO DARKNESS, MY OLD FRIEND...


Hello darkness, my old friend...


I've come to talk with you again...


Because a vision softly creeping


Left its seeds while I was sleeping...



And the vision that was planted in my brain

Still remains...


Within the sound of silence..."


IN MEMORY OF HILA ELMALICH

Please click here for my previous post & video on Hila...



The Sound of Silence


"Hello darkness, my old friend
I've come to talk with you again
Because a vision softly creeping
Left its seeds while I was sleeping
And the vision that was planted in my brain
Still remains
Within the sound of silence..."

Paul Simon, 1964


LINKS:
http://www.environment-agency.gov.uk/commondata/figureimages/toilet_fs_1499612.jpg

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Monday, June 9, 2008

THE DEADLY CONSEQUENCES OF BINGEING & PURGING...



I came across this post this morning in my travels:

"One step forward, two steps back... Via 6 choc-chip muffins, 300g of chocolate hobnobs and 2L of icecream...

June 8, 2008:

The title says it all. I do not feel good right now. The worst thing is I'm waiting to amke sure people are sleep because I want to carry on.

That beautiful dress will not fit...

Why is this so hard to beat? Definatly wallowing right now. Self pity is not an attractive quality."

LATER

Been a lazy day. The binge has continued throughout. Really sore tummy. I wonder if it's possible to literally 'bust a gut'? I can't stand straight. ** I wonder how many people start diets on Mondays? Fresh, new and full of promises.

My new start seems to be a circle.

Tommorrow I'll start again tommorrow. I'll try find my positive attitude. Depression does not help this. That black cloud brings out my worst attribute. Though I'd rather have them then walk around like im wrapped in a duvet. Feeling pain sometimes is better than feeling nothing. Rambling now.

Sugar high perhaps.

I can't vocalise any of this.

Forget this and try again."

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To answer this young woman's question:

Yes, it is "possible to literally 'bust a gut.'"

And here is the tragic evidence:


(WARNING: GRAPHIC IMAGE)






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Thursday, June 5, 2008

PLUS-SIZE-PERFECT MODEL: NANCY HAYSSEN...FULL FIGURED & FABULOUS !



"She shocked the modeling world this week by posing totally nude on TV for all to see on CBS’ The Insider, weighing in at...169 pounds.

Plus-size model Nancy Hayssen proves once again, in an industry dominated by anorexic and bulimic models, that you can be sexy at any size by taking part in this controversial ad campaign.


Nancy Hayssen


In the stir of the recent disturbing anti-anorexia billboard by No-Lita fashion company of anorexic French model, Isabelle Caro, with a weight of only 60 pounds, the question has been raised again during Fashion Week: are models too thin?

Isabelle Caro

The fashion industry’s continued move towards skinnier and skinnier models has come under fire from several sources, mainly because of the negative influence it has had over young women and the rise of anorexia and bulimia.

In the last 20 years, fashion models have gone from a size 8 to a size 0 for runway models. Within the same time period, the average American woman has gone from a size 10 to a size 14.

TV Shows like “The Insider” and “Entertainment Tonight” are now getting involved in reversing the skinny ideal along with spokespeople like Nancy Hayssen, a beautiful plus-size model, by speaking out to women everywhere to recognize beauty in women no matter what their size.

Calling her “Plus Size Perfect” and “Full Figured Fabulous” the media is taking a new look at how beauty is defined. With the constant message in the media that women can only be beautiful if they are skinny to the bone Nancy became determined to prove otherwise.

Coined as the “next Anna Nicole Smith”, Nancy proudly says, “I’ve always been happy and confident of my voluptuous body. I believe ‘sexiness’ and beauty is a state of mind.”


There are over 8 million people in this country who are anorexic, bulimic or have eating disorders. Most of them are young women. “The fashion industry and Hollywood have spread the myth that to be thin is in. The truth is—a woman can be beautiful at any shape or size. Hollywood is finally realizing this and spreading a new message: it’s okay to accept yourself just the way you are,” says Nancy Hayssen, author of “You Can Be Sexy at ANY Size!”

The average American woman is 5’4” and wears a size 14 which is considered “plus size." This also happens to be roughly the size Marilyn Monroe, considered one of the most beautiful women celebrities of our time would have been today.


Marilyn

“So many people write to me saying their husbands and boyfriends tell them they love them just the way they are but the women are the ones that feel down and beat themselves up feeling ‘not good enough’ – the media has been conditioning women for so long to make us feel there is something wrong with us if we are not super skinny.”

Nancy now speaks out letting the public know what the “real skinny” is. “Women need to embrace and love the bodies they are in. Yes, you are perfect. You are good enough. Love and accept yourself just the way you are.”

“In so many other cultures the feminine body is appreciated and adored. Only in the US has this distorted image of reality taken place through images seen in the media. Fortunately, this is all dramatically changing now.”




LINKS:
http://www.nancyhayssen.com/
http://pr-canada.net/index.php?option=com_content&task=view&id=33618&Itemid=65

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Tuesday, June 3, 2008

PRO ANA & PRO MIA: THE RED & BLUE BRACELETS...

Pro-Ana Red Beaded Bracelet


Pro-Mia Blue Beaded Bracelet


ANA is red
MIA is blue

They wear red bracelets. They wear blue bracelets. And some wear both.

These beaded bracelets are the accoutrements of those living the pro-ana/pro-mia lifestyle, an underground movement that promotes self-starvation and/or bingeing/purging. Ana is short for anorexia, and mia is short for bulimia.

The bracelets are worn so that those who are pro ana/mia are able to recognize one another, to show that they are proud anorexics and/or bulimics, and to offer encouragement to lose weight, aka "thinspiration."

Many anas wear the red beaded bracelets on their left wrists; some wear them on the wrist of the hand they use to eat with as a constant reminder to resist hunger.

Mias wear the blue beaded bracelet on their right wrists.

The ana bracelets are distinguished by their silver dragonfly clasps, as seen in the photo above, and many pro anas refer to themselves as "Dragonflies." Dragonflies consider anorexia a lifestyle choice, as well as a badge of honour.


The pro-ana/mia lifestyle has taken flight on the Internet and is now a worldwide phenomenon.

This disturbing quote is from a pro-ana/mia blog:


"IFOF is a term that means "identification friend or foe" most commonly used in the aircraft industry. It is a thing on an airplane that tells people reading the signal if they are a friend or foe. We now have a system of our own. I got this from another site: Have you ever wondered if the skinny girl you see has an ED (A or M)? And proud of it? You so desperately want to ask, or even try to make friends but are scared? Well, no more ... since we have our ribbon "Ana is a lifestyle..." and its red.

I propose that we all get a red beaded bracelet. You can make it or buy them. Wear it daily or when you go out to secretly say that you are proud to be pro-ana or proud to have an ED that is. Anytime you see someone wearing a red beaded bracelet, capture their eye contact and point to your bracelet, and if they return the same point to theirs ... then they are ED friendly. If not, then its just someone whom is wearing one.

As for those who are older and feel silly wearing a beaded bracelet, wear a red t-shirt every Monday or when you go out on Mondays.

Please pass this along to every proED clubs, forums, websites (secrets/public) for we need to be known widespread secretly amongst us. So, copy/paste everyone!!!"


[NOTE: I have not posted the link to this blog for obvious reasons]

The proliferation of pro-ana/mia websites worldwide is a scourge and, unfortunately, getting those sites shut down is akin to tilting at windmills.

What can you do?

If you see your child wearing one of these bracelets, express your concern in a calm and non-threatening way. Don’t be surprised if your child acts defensively and becomes very angry when confronted. Many often have trouble admitting, even to themselves, that they have a problem with disordered eating. Explain why you are concerned, and make an appointment with a medical professional for an objective assessment of your child’s condition.

It is imperative that you have your child assessed as soon as possible because the pro-ana/mia adherents tend to pursue this lifestyle to the fullest extent, evidencing an “all or nothing " approach. It becomes, for many, a religious experience.

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Monday, June 2, 2008

ANOREXIA & BULIMIA: THE HORROR OF GASTROPARESIS

Aimee Moore

Aimee Moore's mother has watched her child battle eating disorders for 15 years, a pattern of behaviour that had her daughter purge as often as 150 times a day and become a skeleton with skin


Aimee Moore

In a recent update on my blog post, ANOREXIA & BULIMIA: THE TRAGIC LIFE OF AIMEE MOORE, it was reported that Aimee is suffering from gastroparesis:

"Aimee Moore, the Stratford woman with an extreme eating disorder, is now seeking intravenous feeding to nourish her starving body.

Moore, who spent seven weeks in an Alabama treatment facility after being featured on the Dr. Phil show, has continued to battle anorexia and bulimia since her early departure from the facility April 10.

She recently began investigating options for intravenous feeding after learning from doctors that little else can be done to treat gastroparesis, a digestive disorder which causes her extreme pain when she eats normally.

Medication hasn't been effective.

"It took me a while to process everything they were trying to tell me, but they convinced me I need this," the 68-pound Moore said last week.

With gastroparesis, the stomach takes too long to empty its contents, because of damage to a nerve which controls the movement of food from the stomach through the digestive tract."

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Since that update, I received a comment from the grandmother who often leaves comments on my blog posts regarding her granddaughter's condition. Her granddaughter is suffering from anorexia nervosa, and has also been diagnosed as suffering from gastroparesis. Here is her comment:

"Anonymous said...

I am the Anonymous with the anorexic granddaughter. She, too, suffers from gastroparesis and is in constant pain from the tiniest spoonfuls of food. She spent 6 months or more on intravenous, then had a feeding tube installed. Now she's staying alive on a babyfood jar of pears in a week, a supernutrient solution ($1000 per week) introduced 3-4 times daily, and an unlimited supply of CANDY to keep her blood sugar from crashing and her going into a coma. But the N.D. seems to be helping, and she does want to live. Hopefully it isn't already too late.
May 26, 2008 5:52 PM"
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The following is a description of gastroparesis from the Mayo Clinic:


Gastroparesis

Stomach


Your stomach is a muscular sac located in the upper middle of your abdomen, just below your ribs. If you're an average adult, it's about the size of a small melon, but can stretch to hold nearly 1 gallon of food and liquid. Your stomach folds in on itself when it's empty and expands when you eat or drink.

The walls of your stomach are lined with three layers of powerful muscles that mix food with enzymes and acids produced by glands in your stomach's inner lining. Once the food is thoroughly pulverized — reduced to the consistency of porridge — strong muscular contractions (peristaltic waves) push it toward the pyloric valve, which leads to the upper portion of your small intestine (duodenum), where the real work of digestion takes place. The valve opens just enough to release a scant eighth of an ounce of food at a time.

It may take three to four hours for your stomach to empty after you eat, depending on your diet — foods high in fat can prolong the emptying time considerably. The slowness of the process ensures that food is thoroughly mixed with digestive juices for the best possible absorption.

Why the stomach stops working

Arguably the most important nerve in your body, the vagus nerve stretches from your brainstem to your colon. It helps orchestrate the complex microcircuits in your digestive tract, including signaling the smooth muscles in your stomach to contract in peristaltic waves — usually at the rate of about three contractions a minute. When these contractions slow or stop completely, food doesn't move out of your stomach into the duodenum as it should.

Damage to the vagus nerve is the leading cause of gastroparesis, although the disorder can also result from damage to the stomach muscles themselves. Factors that can damage nerves or muscles in your stomach include:

Diabetes

Affecting people with either type 1 diabetes or type 2 diabetes, this is one of the most common causes of gastroparesis. Over time, high blood glucose levels and their metabolic effects can damage the vagus nerve and disrupt its normal functioning. Once gastroparesis develops, diabetes often becomes worse because erratic stomach emptying and poor absorption make blood sugar levels harder to control.

Surgery

Operations involving your esophagus, stomach or upper part of your small intestine can injure the vagus nerve and lead to gastroparesis. Symptoms may develop immediately after the surgery or appear years later.

Medications

Many commonly prescribed drugs slow stomach emptying. Chief among these are narcotic pain medications, tricyclic antidepressants and calcium channel blockers. Antacids that contain aluminum hydroxide, some high blood pressure medications and the psychiatric drug lithium also can disrupt the normal functioning of the stomach. Symptoms usually improve once you stop taking the medication.

Cancer treatments

Nausea and vomiting are common side effects of chemotherapy because most anti-cancer drugs target fast-growing cells throughout your body, including healthy cells in your intestinal tract. The nausea and vomiting are usually temporary and improve when treatment ends.

But some people receiving high doses of chemotherapy drugs may develop intractable nausea and vomiting as a result of chemotherapy-induced gastroparesis. In that case, problems with the stomach being able to move food (motility problems) originate in the nausea center of the brainstem, just above the spinal cord. Radiation therapy to the chest and abdomen also can cause gastroparesis.

Other disorders

A number of other medical conditions can cause gastroparesis, including anorexia and bulimia, the connective tissue disease scleroderma, Parkinson's disease and other nervous system illnesses, and metabolic disorders such as hypothyroidism. For reasons that aren't clear, some otherwise healthy people develop gastroparesis after a bout of the flu or other viral illness.

By Mayo Clinic Staff

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My heart goes out to both Anonymous's granddaughter and Aimee Moore, and to all those suffering from gastroparesis. It is a horrific disorder.




LINKS:

http://news.therecord.com/article/329264
http://news.therecord.com/printArticle/336239
http://news.therecord.com/article/338098
http://news.therecord.com/News/Local/article/356100
http://www.mayoclinic.com/health/gastroparesis/DS00612/DSECTION=3

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